Why I Love being a Solosexual

After having an intense masturbation session last night with my body and some hot porn vids, I’d figured I talk more about why I identify as a solosexual. A solosexual is basically someone that prefers masturbation as their primary way of sexually satisfying themselves rather than other sexual activities. He/she/they prefer to express their sexual needs and desires though self-pleasure with their bodies. 

I would say I first truly identified as a solosexual like a few years ago. I’ve also had a interest in masturbation ever since my teens and later in life I find it very empowering. The rise of the internet and pornographic websites has influenced my desire to engage in sexual content for my own pleasure. Living with my parents still, not having friends or a boyfriend has forced me to be content with being alone. (at least until life gets better for me).  I don’t really have much freedom to go out like I want to and have sex with men (except on secret one-time occasions). I just scroll through freak twitter (now called X) and online porn sites and masturbate in replacement of my desired sexual interactions. 

To relieve my burning sexual desires as a young man in my prime, I have long sensual sessions masturbating. I realize I turn myself on by massaging my body parts like my nipples and my butthole while I’m masturbating to sexy muscular male bodies. Spreading my legs open and listening to the sounds of lubricant touching my big black penis satisfies me. Smelling my body scent and sweat glands as I practice slow deep breathing and edging techniques makes my body very sensitive and aware of pleasure with myself. It’s like I’m going to this imaginary heaven where I can be sexually freely and not constrained by others. I like to be in control of my orgasms and ejaculate when I when and how I want to. I love my penis. I love to watch it get bigger as I stroke it with ease and care while saturating it with lube. I love to play with my butthole to imagining another hot guy was licking my hole while I’m stroking. I just love alone time pleasuring my body as a man and enjoying the male body.  

I consider masturbation as a spiritual ritual for myself. Listening to my body and what my body desires and wants. Pleasure. Being in sync with my body to promote body positivity and loving myself more. I love to engage with sex toys (fleshlights, butt plugs, and sex dolls) while watching porn too to spice up the experience. I view my body as a spiritual alter where I can go and irrigate myself from painful experiences growing up as a gay man. I can go to the alter to feel good about myself and masturbate my pain away. For now, at least..